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Tonight around 9:30 PM I see the inside of re:Store's Storage room for the last time (I hope). Funny, yesterday I received my October Salary and it was more than I ever got there. Which means, even more than in the early months this year in which I got a full payment.
I'm not saying, I don't deserve a better pay - but why do they start right after I quit?
My idea for my NaNoWriMo novel is just not getting finished. I start writing tomorrow, and whenever I try to end the story it simply gives me another chapter, another important plot detail which has to be discovered, another information about how things work in this (very low fantasy) world... It feels like the story is trying to tell itself. I'm not really needed.
And I haven't even started writing yet! How is this going to feel, once I'm in the middle of the plot and have only a few days left for telling the rest?
I'll be writing the end as it comes, I assume. And I'm not even sure how it's going to end. So many possibilities!
Although, I'm afraid my "novel" will be a rather boring read because what it really is about is a man, a couple of bears and snow. There's tons of stuff happening, but no world moving events or anything of the like. It's just fight for survival - and (hopefully) 50.000 words of it =)
But I'm really looking forward to "getting something on the paper", no matter what.
I'll be posting my chapters in this my dreamwidth blog, after they went through Beta reading performed by Ten.
At least my posts will be shorter then, I won't have much energy left to write an entry when I leave my word processor after 5 hours of frustrating typing.
- Kai out
I'm not saying, I don't deserve a better pay - but why do they start right after I quit?
My idea for my NaNoWriMo novel is just not getting finished. I start writing tomorrow, and whenever I try to end the story it simply gives me another chapter, another important plot detail which has to be discovered, another information about how things work in this (very low fantasy) world... It feels like the story is trying to tell itself. I'm not really needed.
And I haven't even started writing yet! How is this going to feel, once I'm in the middle of the plot and have only a few days left for telling the rest?
I'll be writing the end as it comes, I assume. And I'm not even sure how it's going to end. So many possibilities!
Although, I'm afraid my "novel" will be a rather boring read because what it really is about is a man, a couple of bears and snow. There's tons of stuff happening, but no world moving events or anything of the like. It's just fight for survival - and (hopefully) 50.000 words of it =)
But I'm really looking forward to "getting something on the paper", no matter what.
I'll be posting my chapters in this my dreamwidth blog, after they went through Beta reading performed by Ten.
At least my posts will be shorter then, I won't have much energy left to write an entry when I leave my word processor after 5 hours of frustrating typing.
- Kai out
